About Me
Wednesday, January 6, 2016
Every single
day writers go to war. We get up and no matter how many words are on the page,
we have to open a vein put more of them on there, often it is a struggle. Being
trained in improv, I can put words on a page, easy, but making them mean
something can often still be a fight.
In fact,
some days I am so distracted by some powerful feeling that nothing comes out at
all. This happens less and less, but it can be devastating to your deadlines
when it does.
So, in this
battle against the open page, what weapons do we have at our disposal? Everyone
has a different answer for this. Some do writing exercises to “warm up” and get
the words flowing, others walk away from the page. Here are three of my
favorite weapons and how I use them to get back on track.
Freelance Writing Weapon 1. Sometimes
you just have to walk away!
This may
seem like a concession, but, since the “enemy” in this case is blank space, it
is fairly static, meaning that the battle lines will remain drawn where they
were. There is little risk of enemy forces breaching our defenses and wiping
out the work that is already done.
Here is how
I do it:
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Walking
is my retreat. I have a mile long stretch of median near my house that runs
through a fairly isolated area. I walk down and back.
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I
listen to music while I walk and I think about anything but the thing I am
working on. I find thinking of something that is going well works best.
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There
are other times when the ideas are not coming that I walk in complete silence
and try to just focus on my own breathing without any conscious thought on the
way there. Then, on the way back, I explore possibilities.
This does
several things beyond getting me back on track. For one thing, it is easy to
spend 10 hours a day behind the desk, just typing away and the human body NEEDS
exercise. The brain does not function well, and the body starts to slow you
down if it doesn’t get it.
Secondly, I need solitude.
Especially if I am working on things
that have an intellectual, emotional, or spiritual component. Taking the time
to hear my own thoughts without interruption makes a huge difference in being
able to know what I think and how I feel on the topic.
Last, but not least,
I like a change of scenery. The lines
of a space can be very confining. This is the same reason I like to office from
a local coffee shop. Getting out and seeing what nature there is in my fairly
urban neighborhood, relaxes me.
Freelance Writing Weapon 2. Getting
the clogs out.
Often if I
am stuck, it is not so much the actual project I am stuck on that is the issue.
Like most writers, I have my own projects, someone else’s and an idea or two
that have no project yet, just floating around in there.
I live in a really old house, built
in 1910. I love it, but, some days the kitchen sink doesn’t really get the
concept of “indoor plumbing”. (you put water in, it carries it out) and it gets
clogged. Here’s the usual process.
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One
of my eight kids forgets to scrape scraps off of a plate. The scraps go down
the drain and water starts to build up.
·
The
kids ignore the clog and keep using the sink until it is at the brink of
overflowing, then they call dad.
·
I
come in and spend five minutes plunging the sink, (exercise again, right?) and
it costs me an hour, stopping, fixing the sink, and checking my email, social
media, email again, and finally getting back on track. You do know what I mean,
right?
The one thing that
never, ever happens, no matter how much I try, is this: the introduction of
additional fresh water into the sink will not make the drain flow!
So, back to
writing. Often, the issue lies outside the project, in the drain. The ideas are
flowing in, but the water is not escaping, so the writing is becoming mucked up
with all of this outside stuff!
When this happens, I have to take a
few minutes to plunge the drain!
Only so many
ideas can fit inside my “Writer brain” at a time. If too many of them vie for
attention at once, everything gets bottle necked and I have to let off the
steam, unclog the drain, write something else for just a few minutes, to get
things working again.
But, muh deadlines! You say? They are
still important!
You can’t
abandon a paying project that is eagerly awaited to write something you are
hoping will go big enough to make writing this other crap worthwhile.
You just can’t, or
you’ll be breaking out your Grandma’s old manual to do it, because the power on
your laptop will only last so long after they turn your power off for
non-payment. REALITY BITES!
So, what can
you do? Here’s what I do:
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Put
the project on hold long enough to write a page. Seriously, if you can’t write
a page in five minutes, you are probably in the wrong business. Just one. Stop
at one so that when you come back to this (your real work), you are not clogged and the ideas will flow during your
next ME writing session.
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Outline
the other project. This only takes a few minutes when you are truly inspired
and can save you hours of erasing your first line the next time you go back to
it. Just get the bones of the idea on paper, then get back to work.
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Write
a poem, take a five minute social media break to answer that idiot on the post
you made this morning, which is what is driving you crazy, because
you know he thinks he is going through his day being RIGHT!
Freelance Writing Weapon 3. Stream of
consciousness writing.
You’re
stuck. Are you really, or is your subconscious so full of good stuff that you
just can’t focus on this, because you know are just doing it, the only reason,
mind you, for the money! You swore you’d never do that, but here you are!
In the back of your mind are all of
these thoughts that say, this is what I should really be writing, or doing, or
saying, look at me! They are not projects, or even full fledged ideas yet, just
bits of seemingly random text, or images, floating around pretending to be
important!
So, how do I do this Stream of
Consciousness thing?
Well, that’s
the thing, it’s your stream of consciousness, so no one can make any rules
about it. In general I just open a new document, or even grab a paper journal
and a pen and just start typing or scribbling as fast as I can think words.
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Sometimes
it’s coherent sentences, other times it just starts out as nonsense.
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There
are even times when an idea I meant to write about, but forgot to write down
and then couldn’t remember (the one that got away) comes out. Or, once, a scene
I was missing from a play popped up!
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Just
continue to write until you reach silence, or feel better, whatever happens
first. If I were to write stream of consciousness for an extended period, I
don’t really know how long I would go. I usually stop once my mind is clear and
go back to work.
So, now what? Do I save this stuff?
Again, that
is up to you. If any of it inspires you, or seems connected to something else,
save it. I have a tendency to save anything that I don’t write to be destroyed.
(ala Ben Franklin, I’ll explain at the end) I like to go back and read things
that I have written from time to time. I am my own biggest fan, after all!
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Use
it for inspiration. You may be surprised at some of the insights that may come
up when using this exercise.
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Some
people keep it one place and add to it when they need to do it again. I have
even heard there are books published this way!
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Discard
if it has served its purpose. One thing you probably should avoid is trying to
attach any meaning to it that is not obvious after reading what you wrote.
You may, or may not even be aware of what you are writing
after a few minutes. You could spend a lifetime trying to unravel it or just be
grateful for the fact that you are now unblocked and get back to work!
SO, what about Ben
Franklin?
There is a story that when they came to find Ben Franklin’s
papers after his death, to archive them, there were stacks of unpublished
letters, some of them sealed and addressed, but never delivered.
It seems that Franklin often wrote letters he never intended
to send. He would write the most scathing remarks in them, venting his every
last frustration!
Then, being the ultimate diplomat that he was, he would put
them away, secure in the fact that he had said what he needed to, and write a second
letter, working to achieve the ends he had in mind through diplomacy and
gentlemanlike conduct.
The problem with me is,
I am not Ben Franklin! I know myself. If I leave that sucker in my files
somewhere, the next time I come across it, I’ll likely copy and paste it into
an email and send it!
So, did that help? I hope so, I feel better having shared it,
now there are three blog posts waiting for me to finish them by the end of the
day! Hopefully getting this out will clear my mind to get started!
Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Well, Happy New Year! If you followed my old blog, you will soon find much of the old content has been migrated here, rearranged and plugged in. I am trying something new. With my Wordpress managed site, I never was able to get the volume of traffic that I wanted, so, now, I will revert to a blog platform I have been familiar with since it's inception, and put my site on Blogger.
Why? Simply put, to test the theory that Blogger gives SEO advantages to those who use it and will hopefully boost my traffic. For now, since this is the first post, I don't expect much, but we shall see. I will continue to share about my life as a freelancer and about my books, a new novel which is about to come out and other entrepreneurial, positive thinking and spiritual insights as they come to me.
So, here at the beginning of 2016 I find myself almost starting over in the freelance market, with two solid, regular clients and a few smaller ones at the tail end of ghost writing a political book that has taken up most of the rest of my writing energy since July. I have been applying to job posts like a crazed person for the past several days and if experience is any guide, I will soon have some offers.
So, what do you think of the layout? I'm not completely set on this, but I'm testing it for now. Leave me a comment, or a question, especially about freelancing, I love to answer questions.
Why? Simply put, to test the theory that Blogger gives SEO advantages to those who use it and will hopefully boost my traffic. For now, since this is the first post, I don't expect much, but we shall see. I will continue to share about my life as a freelancer and about my books, a new novel which is about to come out and other entrepreneurial, positive thinking and spiritual insights as they come to me.
So, here at the beginning of 2016 I find myself almost starting over in the freelance market, with two solid, regular clients and a few smaller ones at the tail end of ghost writing a political book that has taken up most of the rest of my writing energy since July. I have been applying to job posts like a crazed person for the past several days and if experience is any guide, I will soon have some offers.
So, what do you think of the layout? I'm not completely set on this, but I'm testing it for now. Leave me a comment, or a question, especially about freelancing, I love to answer questions.
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
It is so easy for me sometimes to second guess my course in
life, due to one little setback. For instance, I had a job I had been working
on for almost a month. I had given this woman three different designs,
representing almost a half week of my life. She agreed with every single step,
suggesting improvements in each phase and applauding them. Not only that, but
she kept raising the budget. Then she dropped the bomb. My time had been a
complete waste. Her husband was going to build it, which I doubt he ever will.
How Not to Handle It
So, what do you do in these situations? I have some ideas
about how I will handle it next time, but this time, I reacted badly and had a
mini-meltdown. I forgot that I had almost nothing to do with this job showing
up in the first place.
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I reacted as if it was a disaster, instead of
remembering to just do the next thing
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I had plenty of other work to do, but I let my
head get in a bad place, which slowed me down
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I started thinking of all the things that this
job was going to solve, and let them fall in on me
After consideration this morning, it was my own doubts about
the job that probably caused the situation in the first place. I had allowed
this one project to shove other things aside. I was altering my plan to make it
happen, because I liked the idea of the outcome I imagined from this project.
Examine Your Mistakes
The universe is on your side, and remembering this in the
thick of things can be tough. In fact, as I said, the idea that I had to make
this job happen was what was jacking with my ability to manifest the finished
project in the first place. Instead of letting things I happen, I started being
forceful.
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I had given more to the design than was
warranted, especially since I had not been paid
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I started living in the future, instead of
staying firmly grounded in the present, with ample work available all around me
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I was making it fit me, instead of accepting it as
it was
I read something one time that really helps me a lot. There
are never any problems in the current moment. There are challenges, to be sure,
but once we face them and do the next thing, they are just that, the next thing
to do. Problems exist primarily in the future, and most of them will never
materialize anyway.
What to Do Instead
Life is not a jigsaw puzzle, but I consistently drift back
into a mode where I try to make everything fit, try to make sense of it all. I
have never been any good at predicting the future, but yet, I think I can align
the present to give certain outcomes. Instead I should be focused on staying in
the moment and doing what is right in front of me.
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It's amazing what you find when you just do the
next thing. There is hardly ever a circumstance when you can't take the next
step, and if that is you, it is time to give up and ask someone to carry you
until you can. So, stop stressing.
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Stress kills creativity, or rather, scares it
away. When you are stressed, the ideas you come up with are rarely your best.
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Thinking about everything at once is a great way
to accomplish none of them. Focus, choose a course and trust the universe to
supply the roadway, and the fuel.
I hope the next time I find myself in this situation, I remember
this. I hope that I am wise enough to immediately drop it and move on, looking
around, right there in that very moment for the next opportunity. There are
always an infinite series of possibilities extending from every moment into the
future. It is only our lack of imagination that leads us to believe that our
options are limited, and that is exactly what happened to me yesterday.
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